School has taken up so much of my time that I haven’t had a chance to post for the new year!
Since I started this academic year, many, many things have happened. It seems as if more life events happen during my school year than in the summers I have off; I don’t understand. But regardless, I want to remain encouraged and encouraging during this rollercoaster I call life.
Within the last three months, I have experienced pain that I never would have imagined feeling. Overall, it’s been a mixture of death, heartbreak, unending longing, and confusion.
But I have been blessed with gifts and events that help make the wounds sting a little less. Big and small blessings from above. Things that I thought were from a dreamworld…ok maybe not that dramatic, but I feel overwhelmed with how thankful I am for how God has been watching out for me, even when there is no chance in heaven that I deserve a smidgen of what He’s been doing for me.
Don’t get me wrong, there’s still confusion with my future (how on earth will there never be?) but I am so. confident that my Love, my God, knows what he’s doing with my future…which is ultimately His future, since I’ve promised to give everything to Him.
All I know right now, with this partially shallow blog post, is that I am excited, nervous, and confused senseless with what is to come. But I’m ok with it. For the first time in a long while, I feel like things are really, really, becoming new. I can’t even describe it…but I can smile about it (: